Friday, November 20, 2009
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
joy has transformed into sorrow
my tears and bitterness fall
staining my cheeks washing away my smile.
you have left me empty once again.
no longer will i dream of spending quiet moments with you
no longer will i yearn for our souls to meet on that kindred plane
where nothing else remains
where there is no remnant of the implausible of doubt nor shame
for i see your truth
and it is barren.
like winter trees
like the woman with the issue of blood
barren yet continually pushing out her love and hope for another who is willing to see past her faults
past the hidden mistakes and secrets
and look into the possibility of a new creation.
i reached for you, for your heart, for a touch
only to be shunned once again.
pain was endured
hours of contractions one after another
now i lie alone, staring into space eternal...